I missed you, BSW.
May. 10th, 2008 02:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hwangoBack in January, I registered a new user name on BSW so my record would only reflect games from 2008, so I could see what my real win/loss rating was these days for Carcassonne. Alas, then I felt I pressured to only play when I thought I was alert enough to win, and I didn't play very much. It's actually been 2 months since I played at all, compared to 2007 when I played 2-3 games nearly every day. It's silly, of course, since no one cares about my record but me. It's not like I freak out when I lose, either...I just didn't like the idea that if I played a game when I just wanted 20 minutes of distraction that it might bring down my record.
Tonight, needing to step away from art for a moment so I could look at it with fresh eyes, I decided finally to play again. I'm definitely rusty. It was fun to play again, though, and I'm thinking I might get back in the habit. I've had some other games I've been playing instead when the mood struck me, but they're just not the same. For one thing, I miss playing vs actual people...well, internet people anyway.
Tonight, needing to step away from art for a moment so I could look at it with fresh eyes, I decided finally to play again. I'm definitely rusty. It was fun to play again, though, and I'm thinking I might get back in the habit. I've had some other games I've been playing instead when the mood struck me, but they're just not the same. For one thing, I miss playing vs actual people...well, internet people anyway.
